I don't know what it is, but this summer is all about nostalgia for me. I am feeling like I remember people and places and summer activities from days gone by and it makes me happy for a moment and leaves me with a weird empty feeling. I need to fill that void with gratitude, because summer hikes and bakini bikerides and moonlit walks and talks and friends and kisses...they aren't over. I don't know though, it always feels overwhelming to think i should "live life as if today is the last day of my life".